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Monday, March 19, 2007

Mon, 19 Mar 2007 03:02:41 GMT

I return to my old Xanga. Yeh, bitches~ Lmao..

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In Love~

Sun, 18 Mar 2007 03:32:25 GMT

Just seeing him every once in a while makes me so happy. It just brightens up my day. I mean, I can't see him all the time. If I could, I'd probably be the happiest person alive! Haha. When I'm not around him, I get sad really easily. He truly is the guy that I want to be with for the rest of my life. No doubt about it. The fact that he means everything to me proves it. I don't think I could laugh and actually mean it. Hearing his voice over the phone makes me so happy... Eeeee~! I'm having that funny feeling again.. You know? That feeling a person gets when they have a crush on someone for the first time.. What's weird is that I feel that way a lot, even though I've been with him for over a year. That's a good thing, right? I hope so. It's kinda weird being all giggly around him though. Ahaha. He probably gets confused sometimes... I miss him a lot.. All the time, every day. I'm in love.. Sigh~ Or maybe it's obsession.. Iunno. Whatever it is, me likey. Rofl.

Nevarmind...

Sun, 04 Mar 2007 14:59:39 GMT

It was just PMS.. Ahahaha...?

Omfg, Life Phails.

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 00:21:41 GMT

I sawk, I swear. I haven't been doing well in school lately at all. I only have an A in German, and an A in German is like... Easy. Not much going on either. Neil wanted me to update, tho.. Pft~ I have so many things about him to complain about... Blah~ I have nothing to do anymore... So bored!! So I have to say what's on my mind... Since it's easier to type things than to actually say them.

It's stupid. What's stupid, you ask? Well, the fact that I'm always the one to go over to his house to see him now. All I ask for is for him to come over, even if just to stop by for a few seconds or something. It'd brighten up my say, you know...?? It's just difficult for me because I'm so used to seeing him almost every day, even though it's been a few months already. I thought I was getting used to it, but it just kind of got worse. I tried really badly yesterday too. He wouldn't come over to see me. I guess it's like a one-way love sometimes... Or most of the time. Hearing him say "I love you" doesn't feel the same as it used to. I mean, I love him to death. Honestly, I do. If I could, I'd go see him every day. But it's difficult for me to do so. It's like he doesn't care sometimes. Sometimes I think "Hey.. He doesn't really care about me.. Why should I call?" or "Why am I so stupid for thinking that he'd be worried about me?" Maybe I expect too much from him. He has things to do. I can't expect that he'd actually wonder if there's something wrong with me. I shouldn't even be in a relationship. I don't even think I'm emotionally capable of having a relationship where I can be happy most of the time.

Or maybe I'm just PMSing.. I dunno. I get kind of emotional when it's almost time for my period.. I should just get a book of some sort where I can just complain about everything so I don't bother people with this stupid shit..

I Miss My Squishy~ <3

Wed, 21 Feb 2007 04:30:39 GMT

More stupid/random crap. DX

Ü• SEPTEMBER = LOVER
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have
many friends. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can
understand.
if you do not repost this in the next 5
mins. someone very close to you will become mad
at you in the next 8 days

RED = ANGER

1. Are you currently mad at someone?
Nope

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?
Either me or my dad. XD

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone?
Of course!

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?
Iono. O_o

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?
Ch'yeah.

ORANGE = EXCITEMENT

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?
Nope. Never had one. o.o

2. Are you easily excited?
Iono. Am I? *thinks* OMG LET'S GO TO THE PARK KTHX! XD

3. What holiday is coming up that you're most excited about?
Iono what the next holiday is!! O_O

4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought?
FOOD!! O.O

5. If you could have anything right now what would it be?
A hug from Neil!!

YELLOW = SELF DISCOVERY

1. Name:
Alisa Thongkham

2. Birthday:
September 5, 1990

4. Do you want to have children?
Yeah.

5. How do you want to die?
My idea death would be a dramatic one where everyone would care. Haha.

GREEN = OPINIONS

1. Are you against gay marriage?
No. I think it's awesome. XD

2. Lower the drinking age?
Iono. Maybe. Ahaha.

3. Capital Punishment?
Well.. If they're dumb enough to commit a crime.. *shrug*

4. Abortion?
Only as a last resort? Poor baby. DX

PURPLE = Q&A

Q: How many beds did you lay in today?
One.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
Pink.

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
Eat?

Q: How much cash do u have on your right now?
Two dollars. o_O

Q: Is Tom on your Top friends list?
Nope.

Q: Look to your left.
Okay... now what? o_o

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
Uhmmm.. Fanime boards?

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
I dont think so..

Q: What city was your last taxicab ride IN?
In Thailand. O_o; Auntie wouldn't lemme ride on a motorcycle. XD

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
I don't keep track. Harhar.

PINK = LAST

1. Person you saw?
Mom.

2. Last Food you ate?
Lemon Starburst.

3. Movie watched in cinema:
Uhm... Oh gawd.. I forgot the title. XD

4. Song you listened to:
Eifersucht - Rammstein

5. Person you talked on the phone with:
Neil!!

GREY = TODAY

1. What are you doing right now:
Typing up the answers to this quiz and poking at pixels.

2. What are you doing tonight:
Call Neil and sleep? XD

BROWN = TOMORROW

1. Is:
Wednesday

2. Goal:
Play 9Dragons and RagnarokOnline?

3. Are you going to laugh:
DUH!?

1) Are you single, taken or crushing?
Taken. Fo' Shizzle.

2) Are you happy with who you are?
Depends on my mood. XD

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
Well.. The "right person" took me a little while to figure out that i fell for him. XD

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
Not really. I'm more of a heartbreaker. >=D

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
NEVER! THOSE WHO DO SHOULD DIE IN A FATAL ACCIDENT!!

6) Would you take anyone back if they cheated on you?
No. They should just go away forever.

7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
Yes.. Kinda. o_o

8) Do you want kids?
Yesh~

9) How many?
Uhhmmm... Not many.. But then it's nice to have grandchildren.. 2-4? Rofl.. =O

10) Would you consider adoption?
Iono. Depends.. o_o

11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to tell you?
Just.. tell me.. But don't expect a happy ending for you!! I <3 Neil.

12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
AHahahahahahaHAHAHA! It's fun... yeah... O-o;

13) Do you want someone you can't have?
Nawh.

14) Do you believe love at first sight exists?
Iono. Maybe.

15) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Mhmm~

16) Do you believe that you can change someone?
It depends if the person is willing to change. But I tend to accept people for the way they are even though some things about them MAY bug me a LOT.. Feh.

17) Do you have feelings for someone right now
Mhmm~

18) Have you ever wished you could have someone but you couldn't?
Iono. O_o

19) Would you ever consider getting married in high school?
Lmao!!

20) Would you Marry any of your Ex's if they asked?
NO!! I'm already happy.

21) Does anyone deserve a second chance?
All but one person! =D

The more [x] the more dumb you are.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x]Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny when it was completly silent and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.

So far: 4

[x] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[x]You have tried to lick your elbow.
[]You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x]You just tried to sing them.

So far: 7

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit .
[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You've never seen the Matrix the whole way through.
[] You type only with two fingers.

So far: 11

[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[]You have fallen asleep in class and started to talk.

So far: 13

[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[x] People sometimes shake their heads when they talk to you.
[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[]You use your fingers to do simple math.

So far: 17

[x] You have eaten a bug.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was right in front of you
[x] You have ran around naked in your house.

So far: 22

[] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] Your friends know not to use big words around you.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.

So far: 26

[x]When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used many times a day in your vocab.

Total: 28!!

100 things that you may not have known about me :)

1) Are you in a complicated relationship?
I don't think so? O_o;

2) Do you hate more than 3 people?:
No.

3) How many houses have you lived in?
1? XD

4) Favorite candy bar?
Iono. O_o;

6) Have you ever tripped someone?
Yessir.

7) Least favorite school subject?
History. XD

8) How many pairs of shoes do you own?
2 that I actually wear. 1 for special occasions.

9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD:
Nope.

10) Have you ever thrown up in public?:
As a BABY! O_O

11) Name one thing that is always on your mind:
Neil. DX

12) Favorite genre of music?:
Too many. o_o

13) What is your zodiac sign?:
Virgo

14) What time were you born?:
Iono.

15) Do you like beer?:
I've been told that I should try more than one kind before saying it's icky? BUT I DONT LIKE BEEERRR~

16) Have you made a prank phone call?:
Yeah.

17) What is the most embarassing CD you own?
Nelly? XD

18) Are you sarcastic?:
Surreee~

19) What is your favorite color?:
Red.. Pink... Black.. Green sometimes.

20) How many watches do you own?
None.

21) Summer or winter?
Summer.

22) Is anyone in love with you?:
I hope so. O_o

23) Favorite color to wear?:
Black... or pink.

24) Pepsi or Sprite?:
Pepsi.

26) Where is your second home?:
Neil's house? XD

27) Have you ever slapped someone?:
Mhmm.

29) How many lamps are in your bedroom?:
One.

30) How many video games do you own?:
Just a few. I sold them to buy Neil a b-day present.

31) What was your first pet?:
Goldfish.

32) ever had braces?
Nope.

33) Do looks matter?:
Sometimes.

34) Do you use chapstick?:
Sometimes.

35) Name 3 teachers from high school:
Rasaturova, Zaplawa, Kiyota?

36) American Eagle or Abercrombie?:
Abercrombie.

37) Are you too forgiving?:
AHAHAHAHAH! Depends on the person.

38) How many children do you want?:
A few.

39) Do you own something from Hot Topic?:
Duh~

40) Favorite breakfast meal?
Cereal.

41) Do you own a gun?:
A... watergun...? =D

42) Ever "thought" you were in love?:
Yep....

43) When was the last time you cried?
A few days ago.

44) What did you do 3 nights ago?:
Sleep? XD

45) Olive Garden?
Eh?

46) Have you ever called your teacher mommy?
I think so. O_o

47) Have you ever been in a castle?:
Nope.

48) Nicknames?:
Arisa, Chibblz, Chibz, Chibbu, Chibbi, Chibbletts, Chibbums, Chibbubu, Chi.. I'M LOST NOW!

49) Do you know anyone named Bertha?
No.

50) Ever been to Kentucky?:
KFC? o_o

51) Do you own something from Banana Republic?:
Yeah.

52) Are you thinking about somebody right now?
Mhmm.

53) Ever called somebody Boo?
By mistake.. kinda.. XD

54) Do you smoke?:
Nope.

55) Do you drink?
Nope.

56) Are you happy with your life right now?:
It could be better.

57)Do you like your hair?:
Yeah.

58) Does anyone have a crush on you?
Iono.

60) What were you doing in May of 1994?
Uhhh... I was 3...

61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD?:
Iono where it went. =D

62) McDonalds or Wendys?
MickyD's. XD

63) Do you find yourself attractive?:
Sometimes.. I have my moments... XD

64) Are you closer to your mother or father?:
Iono. O_o

65) Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex?:
EYES~ Oh gaawddd~ I love eyes I can stare into and just MELT!! :3

66) Are you afraid of the dark?:
Sometimes. XD

67) Have you ever eaten paste?
GLUE!?!??! O_o

68) Do you own a webcam?:
It broke. Does that mean I'm ugly? XD

69) Have you ever stripped?
Huh? o_o

70) Ever broke a bone?:
Nope.

71) Are you religious?
Nah.

73) Pringles or Lays?:
Mmmm... Both. DX

74) Have you ever broken someones heart?:
Yeah. And now he has "amnesia".

76) Full House or The Brady Bunch?:
Korean Full House. Roflpwnd.

77) Did you like your high school guidance counselor?
Iono. I see her like.. once a year. XD

78) Has anyone ever called you a tease?
Maybe.

79) Do you have a birth mark?
Uhhhmm...

80) Do you work?:
Nope.

81) Can you cook?:
Nope.

82) 4 things that annoy you:
Stupid people.
Males with PMS-like behavior.
Vegetables.
Stupid people in MMORPGs.

83) Do you text message often?:
Nope.

84) money or love?
Love. :3~~~

85) Do you have any scars?:
Yeah.

86) What do you want more than anything right now?:
NEIL!!! O_O

87) Do you enjoy scary movies?
YEAAA!!

88) Relationships or one night stands?:
Relationships.. that last FOREVER

89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit?:
Juicy Fruit.

90) Do you enjoy greasy food?
Foooooood....

91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies?:
Eh? There's more than one? XD

92) Do you own a box of crayons?
Not anymore.

93) Ever did "it" in a public place?:
HUH!? O_O; Lmao.

94) Who was the last person you said i love you to?:
NEIL! =D

95) Who was the last person that made you mad?:
Dad. o_o

96) Who was the last person that made you cry?:
Neil? Well.. more like my emo-ish-ness.

97) Who was the last person that made you laugh?:
Jason.

98) Who was the last person to text you?
Noone.

99) Who was the last person that called you?
Neil.

100) Who's your cell phone provider?
Verizon

Too lazy to do more. DX

I Haven't Been The Happiest Person Lately..

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 01:48:11 GMT

So here I go! I got bored! I deserve to die because I took these!!

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:	High
Antisocial Disorder:	High
Borderline Disorder:	Very High
Histrionic Disorder:	Very High
Narcissistic Disorder:	Very High
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract geeks! Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.
You attract artsy people!
You attract unstable people!
You attract models!
You attract rednecks!
You attract Yuppies!
What type of person do you attract? Quizzes for MySpace

What stereotype do you belong to? Your Result: Loner has no or very few friends, doesn't go to social events, fears rejection, fears people, makes good friends with people online that live in different states
Emo
geek/nerd
Preppy
No stereotype
Gamer
Jock
Punk
What stereotype do you belong to?

You are 58% perfect as a girlfriend!

Congrats, you're doing some things right. There's plenty room for improvement, but keep it up, you're doing good.

Are you the perfect girlfriend?
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You are 43% attractive

A perfect score for a wallflower or castaway. If you could just find yourself a deserted island and a big stash of rum, you could be good looking...in your own mind. Well don't give up hope. There's always plastic surgery.

How attractive are you...really?
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You Are 54% Strange!

Based on your score, it seems you do have a healthy dose of strangeness. You aren't THAT far out, but you are somewhat bizarre. Congratulations on being different and having some quirks. It makes you an interesting person!

How Strange Are You?
Quizzes for MySpace

You are 66% Emo. Ha Ha!

Needs a Hobby. OK, so you just got dumped, that doesn't mean you gotta act like life sux. Get it together and try a little harder from now on okay? Thanks...

How Emo Are You
Quizzes for MySpace

What color are you? Your Result: Black You are black. You are a morbid person who is waiting for death. You find happiness in nothing but the end and you most likely worship Satan. If this is not true I apologize, but I think you are lying!
Red
Purple
Blue
Yellow
Pink
White
Green
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Perfect Guy (only for women) Your Result: Romantic Your perfect guy is the more romantic one. Someone who brings you presents, is very sweet and all of your friends think he's great for you. And if that's not enough, you will love him. So stick with the romantics and you will soon find happiness.
Dedicated
Simple
No guy
Crazy rockers
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What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Loving Your best quality is loving! People like you because of your loving nature. You are a nice person that cares about others. Your loving nature makes you a good friend.
Out-Going
Personality
Ambitious
Intelligence
Sense of Humor
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Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! You're all about sweetness, sunshine, and smiles. We've never met anyone nicer than you. Actually, we wouldn't be surprised to come across you sitting in a peaceful green meadow, surrounded by adorable baby animals eating out of your hand whilst your halo shines in the sun. Ah, we're just taking the mickey. But you are awfully good. Certainly, you may have dipped your toe in the naughty pool once or twice, but you generally stay in the shallow end, leaving the deep waters to the leather-and- nude-magazine crowd. It's all well and good to follow the straight and narrow, but it's okay to walk on the wild side once in a while, too. Have a drink. Organise a practical joke. Go to a strip club. Trust us - as long as no one gets hurt, it's fun to be bad!
your Naughty! wild thing!
Are you Naughty or nice

Are You In Love Your Result: You are in Love!!!!!! You are in love, you know it and everyone around you knows it. You share your love with the world. The person in your life is very lucky to have you. Hold on to them as long as you both shall live.
You are in Love, but there are complications.
You are in love with the idea of Love.
Are You In Love Quizzes for MySpace

You are 63% average! Try and liven up your life a little bit! Quit

You are ** Half of every deadly sin! OH, you naughty boy/girl you! You love to splurge on the deadly sins, but hide it well enough so others don't find out.

Which deadly sin are you?
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You are 83% Asian!

Your Inner Asian is alive and awake! You have a good understanding of the culture and cuisine but you'd still stick out like a Tourist in their country. Try hanging out with Asian people. Just remember that they probably think that acting American is as cool as you think acting Asian is!

How Asian Are You?
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I Like Pie.

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 00:10:59 GMT

Well, not really. I just like saying it. But a bit of pie is always nice! I had a sudden craving for ice cream all of a sudden today.. Mmmm.. Ice cream.. I want the Oreo kind... With whipped cream... omfg. Sounds yummy right now. I died a lot in RO today trying to get Red, Blue, Green, and Yellow Bijou. So boring. Sigh~!

Had Fun In Pe? Wtf.

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 21:38:53 GMT

Pe was fun today. Probably because the bitches weren't there. It was great though. We were all being ourselves and having conversations and having fun. It just made more sense because we didn't have to worry about people complaining or mocking us. It brightened up my day. I swear it did. Anyway, this morning, Neil and I went to the park, and we were mobbed by pidgeons. It was hilarious. They moved and made, like, a pathway for us when we wanted to walk. At least they didn't follow us. That'd be weird. A giant group of pidgeons stalking people because they thought we were gonna give them food. Stupid birds. Rofl. I have homework. I have Ragnarok. And I have a costume to make. I think I'll work on it during the weekend because I have to do homework first, and I finish kind of late so it's pointless to start sewing when I'm kinda sleepy. Harhar. Yeah.. Back to homework I go.

Poop.

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 02:11:24 GMT

So today during pe, Mr. Johnson made my team and Teddi's team sit in a circle.. Or at least a half-circle... And then we talked about our feelings. Yea, bitches. That's right. Our feelings. In the end, he said that the blame would be put on them because they were being disrespectful to him while we were talking about feelings and stuff. Rofl. But I'll probably choose to run laps instead of having to play frisbee against them. I mean, it's just one more week of pe. How bad can it be? I'm gonna try to make a compromise with Johnson and see if I can make it 6 laps a day instead of 8. Because 8 is a lot and I can't run that much. Blah. We'll see what happens on Friday since tomorrow is a run day anyway.

This Really Isn't My Week

Tue, 17 Oct 2006 21:59:27 GMT

As of now, my life sucks. Mainly because I showed weakness in public and cried at school. I am not one to cry in front of people. And that really pisses me off. Those girls in pe really pissed me off. They pissed me off to the point that I started screaming out cussing. That's not cool, man.. SO not cool... It all started when Teddi had the frisbee and was taking forever because they were debating on whose frisbee it was. So all I said was "Just play it." And BOOM! She started it.. "ExCUSE ME! Don't chu be tellin me what I should be doing." Then this one stupid black girl just looked at me like she was about to say something, then I just walked away cussing. That wasn't the bad part, though. It was later when they started to mock me when I was counting so that they'd drop the frisbee. I admitted to my mistake that it was already past the goal line, but they just HAD to say something. That's when I just yelled out that they were bitches. I mean, it's not bad. They should be used to being called bitches. Since they were and all, and people don't like them. But noooooo~ They go telling the teacher. Okay, first thing: they suck up to the teacher. Probably litterally, too, since it's a guy. Who knows. And second of all: I was blamed for it all indirectly because the ficken teacher sensed I had something against them. So, tomorrow.. I'll put on a fake smile and be "Nice Alisa." It'll probably piss them off, but it's fine by me. I've got it all planned out. Heh. We'll see what happens then.